Grammy

This week is spring break for grammy so Brie has got to spend lots of time with her! They have the best time together! Yesterday grammy took her clothes shopping and she got lots of cute stuff for spring weather. They also went out to lunch and Brie picked out her own scone and sat outside at the table to eat it yummmy. It helps out so much having someone in the days that can watch her when i work. I think i need to go back to no working and just watching the monkey so we dont have the same problems every day!

So i must be behind on posting if my last one was on April 1st and its now almost easter! So lets see a lil update! We had 3 sunny days in a row! wooo hooo it was warm and sunny and we could go to the park and have BBQ's sooo great! It was also kacys bday last friday so we took advantage of the sun and cooked up some good food. Now im looking on to Easter and thinking how the bunny better get its butt in gear and go get goodies to hide and put in Bries Easter basket. How exciting this will be the first year she gets candy. last year we did put out eggs and she went around and put them in her basket which was CUTE but she will have so much more fun this year! Lets hope the rain holds out at least till after the weekend so we dont have soggy easter egg hunting. Well that wasnt too exciting but hey at least i wrote summin!

April Fools

What a funny lil day, i mean who thought up a day where we all just pull pranks and lie to each other. not gunna lie i like to participate in a few lil things but not so into it like some people. I only had one thing pulled on me this morning when i got up at 6 and my mom tells me there is like a foot of snow outside and i got all mad and headed to get my boots.......but then again i have only been around a two year old so far today so she didnt pull anything on me yet!

March in like a LION out like a PRIDE OF LIONS.......Can it be spring yet????? PLLLLLEEEEEAAAASSSSSEEEEE

A Bad Past Few Days

So if anyone reads my myspace updates that have been very angry lately this whole story is why. I love my sis actully my sis in law but she means the same to me as a sis. And she has been going throught a lot right now. Stuff that no one should ever have to go through. And more than anything i just want her to be ok and want to be there for her.....but she all of a sudden gets this "boyfriend" which what ever cool that is her life not mine. So he starts hanging out at the house.....this is kacys moms house where she lives and where we spend a lot of time becasue when i work Brie is there. And next thing we know he is like living there.....it hasnt even been two weeks.....again what ever not my place to say anything.......but strike one she asks me to bring her some food after work one night and of course i do because id get her anything she asked but before i even got there i knew it was for him because its not something she would have asked me to get......Strike two she JUST got a new car, one that her parents did a lot for her to have so she could get to dr. appts and such, well guess what the car is never there for her because the bf takes it EVERY day....which again is not my place to even care but then she has to ask to use my car to get to really important dr. appts! I mean he could at least just say hey can you drop me off at work so you can get where you need to go..... And Strike three the thing that crossed the line of no return......Kacy his brother and I are all at the house watching tv in a seperate room. Im one of those moms that always like to know what her kid is doing and if she is causing a problem i will go and get her so others dont ahve to deal with it......so i had her in the room with us for a bit but she loves to go see grandma in the living room so she went out ther and was crying. Well i guess grandma wasnt out there and so she was prob even more sad about that and here is the good part........Boyfriend who has known all of us for a week takes Brie back to the room where we all are and says to us "if she is going to cry then you need to keep her in here because caden is sleeping" Now to most of you you might just let this go but all three of us just looked at him and were like Who the fuck are you to tell us or our daughter what to do. I mean any one else katie, grandma, grandpa, any one it would have been fine but some fag who moved in after a day has the right to tell us and my kid what to do in our house...ok its not MY house but this is somewhere i take my daughter that she thinks as home, she feels safe there and should never have to feel like some stranger is telling her what to do.....now it just keeps getting worse we are all mad. And its not sisters fault realy its not and i feel bad that when she is going through a lot already that she might feel like her family isnt there for her, but that is the thing we all love her so much and want to be there for her but feel like she is trading us for some dude who is bumming off all of us. I have been mad for about 3 days, so mad that every time i go there i start to shake with adrenalin, and kacy my god i know he just wants to fuck him up but trying not to so there arnt more problems. and then this morning the anger just kinda went away and im just sad. like to the point where its hard not to just cry about it all. Any way im sure no one even cares about this but it felt better to get it out..........

Sun Run

its so nice to have a little sun even tho its still cold out there! I took brie in her jogging stroller and we got to go running with no snow and icky puddles. I still like going inside at the summit better but on the days where you cant shake the kid its a good 2nd choice!

Boob Free

After 2 years im happy to say my boobs have become my own again. Brie was a big magic milk girl and would NOT fall asleep at home with my without having it. We have been working on it a long time, cutting out day time feedings and just having them at night and then we would relapse and it just wasnt working. But one night i told her it was broken and she would have to just snuggle to fall asleep and she repeated me "boob broken" and she got to sleep and then we just cut it cold turkey. Its took a good 3-4 days where she still asked or tried but id tell her it was all gone and she seemed to undersand. So its been about 2 weeks and she no longer asks, now she wakes me up early in the morning wanting chocolate milk......just when you think life is going to get easier I now get up EARLY to get her breakfast.