March in like a LION out like a PRIDE OF LIONS.......Can it be spring yet????? PLLLLLEEEEEAAAASSSSSEEEEE

A Bad Past Few Days

So if anyone reads my myspace updates that have been very angry lately this whole story is why. I love my sis actully my sis in law but she means the same to me as a sis. And she has been going throught a lot right now. Stuff that no one should ever have to go through. And more than anything i just want her to be ok and want to be there for her.....but she all of a sudden gets this "boyfriend" which what ever cool that is her life not mine. So he starts hanging out at the house.....this is kacys moms house where she lives and where we spend a lot of time becasue when i work Brie is there. And next thing we know he is like living there.....it hasnt even been two weeks.....again what ever not my place to say anything.......but strike one she asks me to bring her some food after work one night and of course i do because id get her anything she asked but before i even got there i knew it was for him because its not something she would have asked me to get......Strike two she JUST got a new car, one that her parents did a lot for her to have so she could get to dr. appts and such, well guess what the car is never there for her because the bf takes it EVERY day....which again is not my place to even care but then she has to ask to use my car to get to really important dr. appts! I mean he could at least just say hey can you drop me off at work so you can get where you need to go..... And Strike three the thing that crossed the line of no return......Kacy his brother and I are all at the house watching tv in a seperate room. Im one of those moms that always like to know what her kid is doing and if she is causing a problem i will go and get her so others dont ahve to deal with it......so i had her in the room with us for a bit but she loves to go see grandma in the living room so she went out ther and was crying. Well i guess grandma wasnt out there and so she was prob even more sad about that and here is the good part........Boyfriend who has known all of us for a week takes Brie back to the room where we all are and says to us "if she is going to cry then you need to keep her in here because caden is sleeping" Now to most of you you might just let this go but all three of us just looked at him and were like Who the fuck are you to tell us or our daughter what to do. I mean any one else katie, grandma, grandpa, any one it would have been fine but some fag who moved in after a day has the right to tell us and my kid what to do in our house...ok its not MY house but this is somewhere i take my daughter that she thinks as home, she feels safe there and should never have to feel like some stranger is telling her what to do.....now it just keeps getting worse we are all mad. And its not sisters fault realy its not and i feel bad that when she is going through a lot already that she might feel like her family isnt there for her, but that is the thing we all love her so much and want to be there for her but feel like she is trading us for some dude who is bumming off all of us. I have been mad for about 3 days, so mad that every time i go there i start to shake with adrenalin, and kacy my god i know he just wants to fuck him up but trying not to so there arnt more problems. and then this morning the anger just kinda went away and im just sad. like to the point where its hard not to just cry about it all. Any way im sure no one even cares about this but it felt better to get it out..........

Sun Run

its so nice to have a little sun even tho its still cold out there! I took brie in her jogging stroller and we got to go running with no snow and icky puddles. I still like going inside at the summit better but on the days where you cant shake the kid its a good 2nd choice!

Boob Free

After 2 years im happy to say my boobs have become my own again. Brie was a big magic milk girl and would NOT fall asleep at home with my without having it. We have been working on it a long time, cutting out day time feedings and just having them at night and then we would relapse and it just wasnt working. But one night i told her it was broken and she would have to just snuggle to fall asleep and she repeated me "boob broken" and she got to sleep and then we just cut it cold turkey. Its took a good 3-4 days where she still asked or tried but id tell her it was all gone and she seemed to undersand. So its been about 2 weeks and she no longer asks, now she wakes me up early in the morning wanting chocolate milk......just when you think life is going to get easier I now get up EARLY to get her breakfast.

Growing Up

I cant believe how much Brie changes every day now. She is a talker and i love it, so cute all the little things she says. I like being able to take her with just me to a restaurant like quiznos or something and i have someone to talk to the whole time, its not a one sided conversation any more! And we sing in the car and play together at home. She has a little mind of her own though and she will let you know when what your doing isnt right. Her clothes these days are a little out of control becasue she picks them one, like today she worn nemo pantys hot pink knee socks a green t-shirt, pink crocs, a blue headband and then straped on some yellow baby sunglasses. It starts already kids and parent style conflicts! Oh and she is getting her manners! saying thankyou when ever i get her something and excuse me when she wants to get by, even at the grocery store to strangers......growing up is bitter sweet!

Luck o' the Irish

Ahhh the one time a year people wanna be red heads! Drink Green beer and nasty corn beef and cabbage! of all the holidays this sure is a weird one! But i still wear my green and keep and eye out for pesky leprechauns out to steal me gold. I even used it as a threat to get brie dressed today, told her if she didnt put on her green the leprechauns were gunna come steal her toys. She wasnt having that and got dressed as fast as an Irishmans temper can change. So heres wishing everyone a happy St. Pattys Day!

Slacker

I know my Blog has struggled a wee bit this month but i guess thats because i havnt been doing a whole lot of exciting thing but working. So for a quick update Brie is my lil talker and i love it soooo cute the words that come out of her mouth. Im not sure if only i can understand her but hey thats all the matters any ways! Um i got a gym membership back which is great so i can go work on my muffin top. The only issue is its hard to go every day when you have a lil monkey attached to you hip, but she loves to go to the pool so dad takes her swimming so i can get in my work out. And besides reading my twilight books that is about it!

Gymboree is EVIL

There is this store called gymboree that i spend at least 500 dollars a year at and i guess they didnt think that was enough so they opened ANOTHER store called Crazy 8! And it might be even better! I guess thats what i get for getting emails from a baby store of updates. Check them out online tooooo cute. So now when i dont like the Gymbo lines i just look on there and TADA more cute clothes! I think it might be a lil bit cheaper tho so thats good on my wallet!

I like the lamb better

March is a lil confused this year....you know the whole lion lamb deal well i think the weather has changed its mind about 10 times already this month. I was wearing tshirts and flipflops one day and FREEZING the next in boots and coats. and right now its snowing HARD and the wind is crazy and im sure it is just cold as can be, where is that lamb???? Im ready for summer, but ill even settle for spring

Ready for the Weekend

Is it the end of the week yet? I am so ready for a day where I dont have to get up early or be somewhere by such and such time, just sit and enjoy the morning taking as long as i want to get ready. Im also ready for some girl time. I dont think i have hung out with any of my girlfriends for about 3 weeks and that was probably just for an hour. So here is hoping that it works in my favor this weekend and there will be no rushing!

A day Together

woo hoo what a nice Sunday i had! Me and Kacy are totally one of those couples that say were gunna go do summin then sleep in and put things off and never do ANYTHING. But not this weekend! We got up suday and stuck to our plan to go up to Big Mountain and snowboard! I have all the equipment and when i found my board it had like an inch of dust on it from the past 3 years i havnt used it lol. But it was so much fun, most amazing day up there! warm and sunny perfect visabilaty and guess what...I still remember how to do it! First thing we did was go to the top and hit up the back side and i didnt wreck once the whole day. There were a few times where i got stuck in the trees and had to butt plant and scoot out but none of those where you flip over 6 times and feel like your gunna die. I was super shocked kacy wanted to go with me cuz he is all about doing the tricks and just like everything he does he was super good at it doing 180's off lil hills and stuff.....show off. But he stuck with me all day and we had a blast. Plus when we were done we hit up mambos and had so much yummy food our treat for never hitting the lodge while we were up there. Best part i didnt even hurt the next day and went jogging! woo hoo for sun and getting out there!